Keeping the fire going

"Take me, mold me, use me, fill me.
I give my life to the potter's hand.
Call me, guide me, lead me, walk beside me.
I give my life to the potter's hand. "
-Hillsongs' The Potter's Hand

I give my life to you, dear Lord. It's no small commitment, and much sacrifice is needed. But I trust in You, Lord Jesus. If I don't give in to Your will, I'll never become the beautiful claywork that You promised I'd be.

God is merciful and wonderful! He's just made what seems impossible possible. "With man it is impossible, but with God all things are possible." Dad just agreed to my my baptism! Hallelujah. I'll be baptised on Christmas day, reborn into this world in the name of Christ. I'm so excited! It's not easy to walk with God, but there's no other who loves me as He does. The more the world tears me away, the tighter I'll hold on..I don't want to let go anymore.

Second miracle is that Dad let me go for Y.I camp too! He's been against it cause I've already spent alot of time for the mission trip, but when I asked him again yesterday morning, he just agreed to it. Thank God. I'm sure I'll learn much from this camp. I'm team leader for the first time too, I hope everything will be fine and the group will gel. Gotta pray!

I'm gonna start something for God in my life, I don't know what exactly but I expect He'll guide me along. The taekwondo club has got lots of brothers, so maybe I'll start something with Henry. Of course, there's the family to work on. Mom's been going to church, I've gotta get her a chinese Bible to help her along, and find a worker her age from the nearby church to follow up on her. Dad's softening up too, he's been talking theology with me for some days now, discussing about different religions and stuff. I'm armed with the Truth, and I believe if we continue to communicate he'll see the light one day. =]

"I want to make a difference for God. I want to know Him more and I want Him to use me. He is the only one worthy of my complete servitude and trust, for He is faithful and the perfect master." -06/12/05 1307hr Bangkok, Fortune Hotel.